the one i called friend...


remeber the when i cuddled in your arms.
the bitter cold nights we went through.
the nights with snow,wind,and hale.

remember our first date.
the candelabrum candle.
the dark sky.
a frozen lake to skate on.

remember our first kiss.
against a tree.
at 12:00 A.M .
the brist wind blowing through my raven colored hair.

remember our first adventure.
traveled to Romania,Rome,and Italy.
the scary stories.
the new sernory.
the big towers.

remeber our first argument.
about the inlaws.lol
but soonly got resolved.

remember the big move.
you left for a year.
my lonely nights.
my dreaded lift.

remember the big come back.
the night of optimism.
when you kissed me and i melted in your arms.
when you said you loved me.

remember our last words.
it was all a big set up.
for that i hate you.
you and your brother just wanted to hurt me.
for that i hate you.
the night i figured out the truth.
when you said it was true.
for that i hate you.
you never said sorry.
even if you did you wouldnt mean it.
for that i hate you.

remember when youy said i love you.
why did you lie?


Alexander i thought i called you friend.....